Pain

why does it hurt so much if it feels like the right thing to do..... dam -- and it really hurts....iget bursts of emotion that pours thru my eye...the liquid runs down my faded beard...she loved that though, the roughy....we had made up before and i think it was ok? im not too sure if we should have gotten back...together again is what we wanted...to fill that ????was still lingering....but i will always love you now tomorrow and the day after and for eternity...u will always be my first...no matter how everything turned out u will always be my first...i love you...