Hidden Love

Well well well...

i dont know if you guys agree or not but i have been thinking lately of lov--no no of passions lost and if those passions lost were more than just the never ending filling emotional ballon that you think is going to burrst at any second w/ the type of want you feel for this person..

or is it just the want of ehr sex... ill admit it was good... but more than 1/2 a decade has passed and we have spoken thoruogh out the time but i dont kow if she feel that same inner emotional scream when we see each other... maybe the time was wrong..lol maybe the time was wrong

as a man you want to be able to be fit enough {financially} to provide the one whose heart is temporerally leased to, the most pleasing life allowable and i saw that she wasnt sure, most females are sure, if that emotion that is felt is worth not being the person you want to be... or
you think you want to be...

shit do you really know who you want to be or currently are... i think that she will always feel it and i know i will alwysa fell it too...well i hope she will always feel it...

its one of those things that start straight out of passion.. i mean the first time you laid eyes on one another you knew that you were connected some how more that physical...almost on a spiritual level... she seems so familiuar to me... maybe its why i want...

imagine my girl knew i had certain thoughts? huh wow the irony life is --- how magical aint it... who could believe that the world is that small... how could you be connected to me somehow smoe way you are...

life is funny, the type of funny that pisses you off to the point of suicide but you cant help but laugh at it...