The Dream

El Seuno

Hello fellow bloggers...
have any of you ever had that dream where { and this is specified to the men well actually some women may have had these types of dreams too } your girlfriend sister preforms felacio on you...and it was good too.. when i woke up i started to have thoughts about her sister..her little sister mind you (she is of leagl age) perverts...dam my neadratholic subconscience.


The Pervert
is that wrong???? i dont think so but sometimes i think of how wrong it would be... i feel guilty very easily and somtimes i think i shouldnt but for some reason i do... i cant help it...be nice that is... but i did have the dream and i liked it and shit i know it probably wont happen but hey i can still be a perv in private... when i first saw her, the sister, i thought awwwwwwww how cute but then i saw her grow and get this sexuallity that i dont even think she knows she has... but sometimes i feel like telling her dont lick those lips just put them around my cock... if my guilt does surpress itself eventually she will find herself in the business end of my dick...

The Scenerio
---Man has a girl and he has been w/ that one female for more than 3 yrs (sexually that is) never has this man cheated or even gone as far as kissed another female...now the male starts having thses urges... is it b/c he needs to spread his seed on a subconscience level and wants to do another and another, but the man feels guilt... now why does he feel like this... he doesnt know he has been trying to figure it out himself for a long time... lol...if my guilt does surpress itself eventually she will find herself in the business end of my dick...

The Conclusion
nothing.... the man will not have the ability to do something that would give him guilt...nor make her feel not wanted b/c he does want her but he also wants her and her and her...unless she does something to make his guilt not be so guilty...and if she isnt carefull and if my guilt does surpress itself eventually her sister will find herself in the business end of my dick...




please pray for me.

BULLSHIT

Shit man i just realized half of the shit i write is fucking babble....... but it is theraputic and not as annoying as as just keeping it in..

all bottleed up inside ready for one stupid son of a bitch to say the wrong thing at the wrong time just the perfect time for me to open up a can of unwanted yelling onto that unfortunate fool who is just a one of the few souls that need to be disposed of for the "cause" me.

lol.. fukemall

Hidden Love

Well well well...

i dont know if you guys agree or not but i have been thinking lately of lov--no no of passions lost and if those passions lost were more than just the never ending filling emotional ballon that you think is going to burrst at any second w/ the type of want you feel for this person..

or is it just the want of ehr sex... ill admit it was good... but more than 1/2 a decade has passed and we have spoken thoruogh out the time but i dont kow if she feel that same inner emotional scream when we see each other... maybe the time was wrong..lol maybe the time was wrong

as a man you want to be able to be fit enough {financially} to provide the one whose heart is temporerally leased to, the most pleasing life allowable and i saw that she wasnt sure, most females are sure, if that emotion that is felt is worth not being the person you want to be... or
you think you want to be...

shit do you really know who you want to be or currently are... i think that she will always feel it and i know i will alwysa fell it too...well i hope she will always feel it...

its one of those things that start straight out of passion.. i mean the first time you laid eyes on one another you knew that you were connected some how more that physical...almost on a spiritual level... she seems so familiuar to me... maybe its why i want...

imagine my girl knew i had certain thoughts? huh wow the irony life is --- how magical aint it... who could believe that the world is that small... how could you be connected to me somehow smoe way you are...

life is funny, the type of funny that pisses you off to the point of suicide but you cant help but laugh at it...

NEW YEAR NEW START?

Well well well its the new year and we as hum,ans try to create new excuses for why we could not or would not do something the year before

ie: this year i will lose the 20 pounds.. fuck it --if you dont do it and you need a whole fucking year to pass before you actually commit to it then your just as fake as that cunt we call the president... yeah we all want to make a change , so just make it.. read the book take that calss and maybe just maybe you will get what you want with out having to make believe taht your going to do it with a resolution.

shit fopr that make one everyday and make your lives perfect... its the will power that we dont have that will eventually get us to where we want to be... because out of neccesity comes motivation {wether its the good type or not }

the lack of will power will push you to do what your subconscience wants you to, if it doenst then you will become one of those lonely men/women out there that just wants to stay home all day and drink from the time you wake up and smoke you self to sleep...

money is the root of all evil - NO - personally i think the lack of money is the root of all evil...
people will do the strangest things when it comes to money.. they really will.. amazing this human race the society we live in...